Dear J5,

You don't send any texts anymore.

Were you the one who called me 3 times the other day and just listened on the other line?

Someday, I know that we will get used to not having to receive messages and calls, not informing each other that we are home and safe, not waking up to your voice first thing in the morning, not being my last call for the year and the first call of the new year, not being to share with you the best and the worst thing about my day, not having to hear each others' snoring.

You were my lifeline.  I terribly miss having you in my life.

Today I tracked you in Viber and I saw you were never offline for more than an hour.  Id like to think that you are checking if I ever sent you any message - like I do.  But you could also be talking to someone else.

Someday, I know you will move on too.

I think it will be a long road for me.


Love,

A5