Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Dear J5,

Today, I thought of you at work.
People were talking about their wives, husbands, partners, children - the one I would have been excited to think about accomplishing with you.

Pero wala eh.  Iniwanan mo ako.  Anong nangyari sa "Walang iwanan"?  Bakit hindi mo ako pinaglaban?  Bakit hindi mo ako nakayang piliin at ipaglaban tulad ng ginawa ko noon para sa yo nung mga panahong sinabi mong wala ng natitira sa 'yo kundi ako?

Masakit pa rin isipin.

Spare tire?  Rebound?  Wag naman sana.

I want to believe that everything about our relationship were true.  That's why I cannot hate you.  That's why I am still waiting for answers.

Love,

A5


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